Before these events, and before the dance acquired its name, I had conceptualized a work in which the audience would receive extra-dance information about the dancers that usually remains hidden or unspoken, altering the relationship between audience and performers. Not-About-AIDS-Dance was a development of this previously planned dance. Via slide projections of written text, the audience learns of the deaths of my brother and friends and the death of the mother of one of the dancers, all of which occurred during the rehearsal process, along with additional information about each dancer that I collected through interviews.
The text also refers to my HIV+ status. I had planned to come out as having HIV+ from the start of the project. Then my brother died of AIDS. I remember being unsure when the dancers and I started rehearsals for the work whether I’d be able to continue with the project. My world had turned upside down. I’ll always be grateful to Ellen, Christopher, Jo and Justine for sticking with me through this difficult time.
In some of my earlier works I also employed text projections, but as a kind of burlesque on meaning-making through tongue-in-cheek reflections on the process of choreography (“This material may be in the wrong place.” “Don’t believe her. She’s lying.”). I conceived the idea to employ non-fictional statements about the performers, in part, as a strategy toward providing a door for viewers into the more abstract potencies of the dancing. After all, I thought, maybe what made my experience of watching Merce Cunningham’s dances rehearsed in the studio so rich was that I knew the dancers personally, knew something about their lives. I think with Not-About-AIDS-Dance I was using the self-revelations of the performers as a tactic, thinking that maybe if viewers knew something about the dancers, they’d be able to connect to the dancing.
About the music: Though Not-About-AIDS-Dance was performed mostly in silence, snippets of recorded music - six in all - are played intermittently throughout the work. Zeena Parkins had asked each of the dancers to contribute some music that was important to us. Zeena sampled the records we brought to her to create those short tracks. Zeena at one point questioned whether the tracks should be used, but we eventually hit on the idea of the music as sound objects, the equivalent of the few props and costume pieces that appear in the dance. To me they open up the studio-world of the dance.
Revival at Dance Theater Workshop in June 2006.
Credits
Support
Press
Jennifer Dunning, The New York Times, 1994
Randy Gener, Village Voice, 1994
Susan Kraft, Staten Island Advance, 1994
Catherine Massey, The Brooklyn Rail, 2006
Gia Kourlas, The New York Times, 2006
Claudia La Rocca, The New York Times, 2006
Jack Anderson, New York Theatre Wire, 2006
Don Daniels, Gay City News, 2006
Leigh Witchel, danceviewtimes, 2006
Elizabeth Zimmer, The Village Voice, 2006
Additional Links
Text for “Not-About-AIDS-Dance” (original production)
4-minute excerpt from Not-About-AIDS-Dance
On “Not-About-AIDS-Dance” - Zeena Parkins
On “Not-About-AIDS-Dance” - Jo McKendry, Justine Lynch, Ellen Barnaby and Christopher Batenhorst
Excerpt of improvised material used in Not-About-AIDS-Dance
Part 1